To someone that 'used to be mine'

Happy birthday to you, that 'used to be mine'. May you have a 'happily ever after' life, like you wanted.

The feelings to you that I've never felt before, the true one and also the complicated one. The most enjoyed-feelings, enjoyed when you forced yourself to remind me how butterflies feels like.

That time, everyword that you said and everything that you did, was made me happy. All of the things that you did, when you forced yourself to do that, made me happier than now. Just only if I know the truth.

But now, after you said what's you really feel, all of the things that you do, it's just make my heart tore, tore, and over again. Yes, the real you make me getting stressed out. So, pls, dont do it again to anyone else. Dont make anyone else happy with your lies, just hurt them with the truth. Then, pls, let me know the truth of this all from you, not anyone else, even if it will make this hust-heart get more hurt.

You came into my life, brough the fake-love. Then you walked out of my life left the real pain. If you said, you used to be mine, I doubt it, cos the real is I used to be yours, yes, my heart was totally yours until you tore it apart. Your heart was never mine, even tho, you made me believe it was. Yes, I believed and loved all of your sweet lies. I did.  But now, remembering all of that shit just make me get more hurt, and also, make me think, how cool you are to fake all of this. So, no doubt, how easy you are to just walk out of my life, forget it all, and totally dissappear from my life. So, pls, dont ever say you used to be mine, bcs you didnt, actually.

Overall, thank you for what you have done. Hope you will get more mature in this age. Dont think that I hate you, bcs, you know, I couldnt. Take of yourself, I know, you do much better without me.

The lost 'Love-Devotion'.