Final Goodbye?

"Hey"
I missed  so much the way you used to greet me. Yes, you used.
Now, that come into my mind everyday is just the paragraph from you.
The paragraph that you said, as the final goodbye.

If I can reply that, I will text this to you.

"Alright, I will force myself not to care about you anymore, so I don't need to ask about you anymore. I will do the things that you told, but not bcs you that told me. But, cause I realised, I am stupid enough in your and your friends ayes for me to be like this. If you think that you do dissappear from me will make me easier to forget about you, it's wrong. Cause, not just a little from you that I forget. The more you dissappear, the more make me missing you. You though like that bcs that's just like you, didn't you? The more dissappear someone, it'll make you easier to forget them, right? If yes, I will totally dissappear from all of the things that can connect me and you, so you can forget me, easier. Yes, easier, cause it's easy for you to forget me while I'm not dissappear. Just forget me forever, do dissappear from me forever. Cause, if you come back just for once when I already forget all about you, it will make me remembering all about you, again.
Do your best too, okay?
For you  that want to be the colleger who use yellow-alma mater with the blue-makara."

If just only, I am strong enough to reply that.